i think i'll probably just delete steve and arjune's accounts. i mean, it was a fun little experiment, but also kinda dumb, you must admit.

it made me fix a lot of things though.

anyways, today i was sitting over at a friend's house with some people, and the fun-filled topic of drinking came up. some drinking games or something. i realized that i still hate drinking, i just hide it well. then i realized i'm a big fat sell-out. just because i had a white russian once doesn't mean i condone drinking. also, why the fuck am i so willing to bend over for these dumb, dumb people? i need to spend more time in my room sleeping and less time trying to entertain the masses. this summer has made me into what i hate.

also, arjune would probably say something like "i told you so", but i would like to pre-empt that by calling him a gigantic selfish asshole.

i need some sleep. goodnight.