happy holidays
whenever i think back to past christmases (and birthdays), i always think about what my parents gave me each year. and then i consider the presents i've received from my parents that i did not give the proper attention. and i feel like shit. my parents have done an amazing job of always trying to give me something amazing around my birthday or christmas, and the times that (for some reason or another) i didn't appreciate their gifts make me feel so guilty now. i think i've finally become mature.
there is a real excellent picture that i posted (technically yesterday) that chad took. its quite excellent, check it out.
that is about it
except now i'm feeling like crap because of this whole gift-giving thing.
something to ponder
0101-december04-2002
comments
re: zoom
from: sin (2002-12-06 02:10:44)
hey nivster...did you really sing the zoom song to her? i dont believe it.
re: zoom
from: sin (2002-12-06 02:14:12)
hey nivster...did you really sing the zoom song to her? i dont believe it.
re: wow
from: niv (2002-12-06 03:30:38)
howd you double post? also, i didn't, and geoff was being a bitch. he's like that sometimes
but i love him
and because of that, i'll say this - i might buy madden 2003. just for him. and me. and him. and winter break
re: its ok
yes you are growing into a man nivvles, and right before our very eyes! i think its just natural to look back at all the stupid things we did when we were younger and feel all shitty about it. i know ive done my fair share. and when i think about all the things that i would have done differently, i always remember that my parents still love me, and that i dont think if i had acted any differently that things would be better off than they are now. and i know that one day i'll be able to put up with all the stupid shit my kids will do, because i'll just think back to all the times my parents were able to forgive me for the bad things i've done. i guess upon growing older, you just learn to realize that these little isolated incidents really arent what define a person. sure they are annoying, but the joy you bring your parents in other things more than makes up for it. you know, like when you sung the zoom song for your mom on her birthday....