ok, a few things
1) i'm not miserable or about to kill myself. jesus, i give a decent post and everyone thinks i'm going crazy. hehe.

2) from the response i got, i'm happy to see that people abroad still check up on me :)

3) chad - don't give me stupid responses to my posts. give me your stupid thoughts on baseball! hehe.

anyways, last coupla days have been focused on this financial mini-crisis i am embroiled in. as of this monday it should be resolved, but who fucking knows... anything could happen. other than that, not much else is going on. you guys have been supportive, other than colin, so i'm feelin alright. and no, urs isn't mad at me. yes, it doesn't make sense to me either. yes, she's awesome.

anyways, the effort now is to put up better posts, if less often. good luck to peeps who have finals coming up, and whatnot. later on