"once upon a time i couldn't fit all that i wanted to in this space so i made a simple one page website that was an extension of this space."
i wanted to write more for 4 people. in other words, 4 people truly inspired elscorcho. one of them still doesn't talk to me. one of them remains one of my closest friends. and two of them i have some contact with, but not nearly as much as i did back when i started this all up.
those 2 people, the two that i don't talk to as much, they both have told me in the last two weeks how much they like reading this space and that they _do_ read this stuff, no matter what i think. this means more to me than i can really convey here.
all i can say is thank you.
its hard to explain...
0725-october24-2003
re: been awhile
hey nivster, its been ages since i have written on this thing. its funny cause elscorcho used to reflect so much of what was going on with my life. your life and mine was so intertwined back then. nowdays when i read elscorch (and i still do) its like a little glimpse into a different world. i must say i miss those good old days, and all those nights of looking at the stars. but i am glad we still talk (even if its just once in awhile). i am glad you are happy these days. its interesting how it can make you feel so good inside to know one of your friends is happy, even if you have nothing to do with the happiness. ill see ya at thanksgiving nivster. loveya (loveyaback) :)