crazyniv (11:44:43 PM): i should write fiction
crazyniv (11:44:48 PM): i should write something
crazyniv (11:44:50 PM): i have so much to say
crazyniv (11:44:52 PM): and yet so much nothing
dooberfig (11:44:55 PM): ok
crazyniv (11:44:56 PM): and elscorcho suffers
dooberfig (11:45:52 PM): :-(
dooberfig (11:45:53 PM): its sad
dooberfig (11:45:57 PM): to say the least
crazyniv (11:46:14 PM): whats sad
crazyniv (11:46:16 PM): the slow death of elscorcho
crazyniv (11:46:18 PM): god
crazyniv (11:46:26 PM): i'm definitely going to go and add those old posts
crazyniv (11:46:28 PM): the ones that i could recover
dooberfig (11:46:45 PM): yeah
dooberfig (11:46:49 PM): those were too good
crazyniv (11:47:49 PM): just when i wrote
crazyniv (11:47:56 PM): god
crazyniv (11:48:02 PM): i had a sense of poetry
crazyniv (11:48:03 PM): and style
crazyniv (11:48:05 PM): and wonderment
crazyniv (11:48:06 PM): god
crazyniv (11:48:12 PM): i have no emotion anymore
crazyniv (11:48:15 PM): i'm so fucking useless
crazyniv (11:48:22 PM): like nothing inspires me to do something great
dooberfig (11:48:49 PM): yeah
dooberfig (11:48:53 PM): i understand
dooberfig (11:48:57 PM): for sure
dooberfig (11:49:10 PM): like i mean ive never done anything great ever
dooberfig (11:49:12 PM): hehe
crazyniv (11:49:15 PM): hehe
crazyniv (11:49:17 PM): me neither
dooberfig (11:49:17 PM): but i still feel that way now
dooberfig (11:49:19 PM): now i know i cant
crazyniv (11:49:20 PM): but at least elscorcho was close
crazyniv (11:49:21 PM): i mean
crazyniv (11:49:23 PM): i was there for a bit
crazyniv (11:49:27 PM): but now i'm down here with the rest of you
dooberfig (11:49:29 PM): i mean
dooberfig (11:49:29 PM): yeah
crazyniv (11:49:30 PM): so to speak
dooberfig (11:49:31 PM): you were
dooberfig (11:49:32 PM): god we suck
dooberfig (11:49:34 PM): down here
geoff and i talk from time to time
2352-january09-2004
comments
re: hold up
from: bbb (2004-01-12 10:37:37)
bbb, you used to write more poetic stuff... but wasn't it cause you were depressed and miserable? i'm all for edgy stuff... but we (in the real, non-online world) like the happier niv. so yeah, keep that in mind.

re: My response to your conversation
ok - you guys are dicks
that is all