everything has changed
absolutely nothing's changed

chad has often said that the grouping of sinead/nitin/andrew is more exclusive and thoughtless of other people than the grouping of myself/chad/geoff.

it seems this past weekend has put another point on the chad side of this argument.

i don't have too much to say. last weekend was sinead's birthday. she mentioned it to me that she was going to nyc with the fam and stuff when i was up in chicago. then today angela mentioned that she and nitin and gone down to nyc. and geoff pointed out that it was sinead's birthday. i might be overstepping here, but i figured they (angela/nitin) went down for sinead's birthday, and no one bothered to tell me. angela actually said she assumed nitin would tell me and felt pretty bad about the whole thing. on the other hand, i have sent nitin emails every day for the last 3-4 months (nitin, chad, geoff and i send emails back and forth every day) and he never once mentioned it. and sinead never put any effort into telling me to come down to nyc. and andrew of course didn't say shit. he never emails unless i email him first.

and angela seems to feel bad about it the whole thing.

so that's the story as i see it. i sorta care. but the main point is that sinead and andrew and nitin all deny being exclusive, thoughtless people. and they are all clearly thoughtless and possibly exclusive. so maybe they should cut the shit and just recognize they are dicks and even embrace it.